Broken Glass..

And now I've broken my spectacles..
Vision Express can't fix them as they've snapped, no missing hinge (which they assure me would be easily fixeable) but complete snappage..
Which means them having to order me a new frames, which'll cost me £76.. I may aswell just not get paid at all!!..
No spectacles until after Christmas!!

I HATE MAYTREE TRAVEL!!!!!!!!!!!!

YES, I HATE THEM
AND IT'S IN CAPITALS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I boarded the 715 bus, ran by Maytree Travel in the evenings, towards Bolton, which passes my house, as I was in desperate need of the toilet and wouldn't have been able to walk it..

Now.. There's a new lady at the shop across the road from my house and she doesn't know how to use the gas/electric/paypoint machine, which processes my SystemONE Buspass..

She accidently typed "URQ" (the start of my surname) in the "Membership number" area of the pass, instead of my 7digit number.. Now it's happened before, but I didn't mind, the bus drivers don't look at that, just the expiry date (which sometimes I forget to check).. Except tonight.. I had my bus pass confiscted!!!!!!! I've never, ever had anything confiscated before!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH The same driver annoyed me last month because it was in an "Arriva" self-adhesive wallet instead of a SystemONE walllet one..
Now I have to pay to get to work tomorrow as he's taken my photo I.D. Card too..
What a great week I'm having!!.. Walking to Pennygate Medical Centre three times a day, and having to walk home fast due to the closeness of peeing oneself, on the phone ranting to mother.

Wait till Rob hears this drama!!

Pre-Chinese

Haha.
Excited faces!!

I don't know what to say.
I cannot sleep. I'm tossing and turning, and it has nothing to do with starting the new job in the morning I don't think.

I'm overwhelmed with emotions, but what emotions I'm feeling, I do not know.

I'm scared, and I don't know what for, or the reasons why. I am literally petrified.
"Live for today" people tell you as "tomorrow never comes".
It's true. I have no idea what'll happen tomorrow.

Everything that I love and cherish could be taken away from me tomorrow, next week with a click of a finger, and I'm scared.



I'm scared with excitement for 2010.

Full To The Brim

I'm in a really good place at the minute.
Very happy, full with food, coffee and I start my new job tomorrow.

I've just got back from an entertaining afternoon with Robert's family from his Mum's side. There was around 20 people including children, myself and Rob.
At one point, waiting to be seated for food, I was passed a near-newborn girl. She was beautiful. Christian (Rob's soon to be brother-in-law) looked at me and Rob with the baby and told us we "look like a great family!". Great. The family members got lots of pictures of us together.

I've had a fun day.
X Factor shortly.
Work tomorrow.
Wish me luck :)

Hahaha..
His hair over his ears make me laugh!!