Friday, 25 December 2009


No, I did not mis-spell "Knickers"..

P.S.. The Hives on Christmas Day is sounding goooood!! And I love how shifty Tommy is on that photo!

Wednesday, 23 December 2009

Ahhh!! Jema's partner, just ran upstairs, and knocked all the spindles out of the bannister!!

Then we're watching him trying to fix it, and as he fixes one, another one falls out


Tuesday, 22 December 2009


3. Start each meal by conspicuously licking all your food, and announce that this is so no one will "swipe your grub."

Ways to annoy people:

This is a new thing I'm going to attempt to post one every day.
Stupid, but kind of funny..

Saturday, 19 December 2009


There's this WELL cool Chinese version of "Accesorize" in Bolton and I bought myself a good luck-voodoo, made by "Hot Munkey".

He's a "Little Prince"
"A brave little prince who protects you from every dangers. If you bring him with you, You are his Princess."
It's the cutest key fob EVER!!

And we went to BAMBU. It was awesome! All I need now is a couple of boxes and gift tags.

Thursday, 17 December 2009

Amelia Earhart

I want this woman's hair!!
Hair cut in 2weeks!! Whoopar!!

Tuesday, 15 December 2009

Lydia the Chlamydia's back too. Therefore, more minor surgery and acid input for a generally painful output, but worthwhile. So longs as it doesn't drop off like it did that embarrassing evening.
07-01-2010 is when the sides come out. I'll need looking after the 7th and the 8th.
Feel free to accompany me and be my slave for the couple of days, may possibly lead into the weekend.

Loss and Gain

Lost Benita, gained Jemma's new man friend over the weekend. And Rob.

I thought it would be more peaceful! How wrong my presumptions were!

Sunday, 13 December 2009

Moi Je Joue

I played
I played against cheek to cheek
I want to play to play against you
But you, do you?
I want to win this heart to heart
You know my game by heart
Then defend yourself

Without cheating, I promise you
I won, too bad it's well done
You are my toy
Now it will not be you but you
And thou shalt teach you ca
Anything for me

Not to worry, I'll make sure
A hell of claws and fangs
Soon you will cry "Help"
While deciding your fate
To save me some remorse
I love you stronger
Oh yes stronger
Oh yes yes yes, harder
Oh la la ...


Friday, 11 December 2009


Spoke to a close friend just moments ago. I'm not best mates with this guy, but he's been close to my heart the past 18months. Had a good catch up about my new job, his recovery and how working for the company is now I'm no longer there. He said "Describe today in one word for me. Above is what my answer was.

I have shuffled about all day instead of walking. This is because, last night (I think I would've learnt by now not to do this) I went over on my ankle, because it was numb due to me sitting the way I usually do, with one leg underneath me and it going all dead on me. Great. But..
Not only did I go over on my ankle, I then grabbed the banister to stop myself from falling (but it was too late), making me put all my weight onto the foot, my ankle then buckled from underneath me and landed on the outside of my foot, and very nearly headbutted the banister.
It's now all sprained, bruised and swollen. And walking up to Pennygate twice (I asked Jean to do the morning's run because of the "fankle") didn't do it much justice..
So soaking it, painkillering it and tubigripping it and hopefully I'll be okay to wear heels tomorrow!
Rob better show up tomorrow. Or else!

Wednesday, 9 December 2009

The holidays can sack off. No Christmas cheer.
I don't really care anymore.

Monday, 7 December 2009


"It's just sitting here together in a waiting room, both of us, trying to pretend we're not scared, that's love. Not being able to concentrate writing a speech about the beauty of love, because you're so scared that you might lose it and nothing will ever be the same. And realising that the one place you feel most you is when you are lying next to her, just breathing"

Sunday, 6 December 2009

Arrêtez-vous la bouche!

I was asked today from Robert what I wanted for Christmas, and for the first time, my mind went blank.

There are a few things that I'd like for Christmas..
For one, he broke my favourite (birthday present) bangle. Then there's the Kings Of Leon - Live at the 02 DVD.
There's the awesome kickers' boots (Which my Mother has kindly agreed to buy me).. But, I'd rather him surprise me.

And I've just made, hands down, my best meal yet. Better than the duck roast dinner..
Dopiaza. Yummy!!

Saturday, 5 December 2009

Spectacle Bear..

I ordered 4 pairs of spectacles to try on at home, before I order a pair with my prescription lenses..
They're all pretty cool, but the ones I thought would be the coolest.. actually aren't that great..
If I still had the camera, I'd be strange enough to take a picture of me wearing each pair and get a poll going on which pair to choose..
But i think I'm safe with the pair I'm choosing..
Then the month later.. order 2 of the cheaper pairs for work..

Apart from that, I've nothing more to blog.
I'm tired and cranky. Early night I think..
I tried to bribe with Ben & Jerry's, but I've not had a phonecall back..
Oh well.. All the more for me :)

Tuesday, 1 December 2009


I was emptying out my wardrobe earlier and found my first purchased Vogue..
It's only bought it in July, but it's all distressed from it getting damp from July's camping trips..

I am re-reading the article on my years love.. Julianne Moore.
For a middle aged woman, she's bloody hot!
I just hope I'm this fit at 48!
She's described as "The most glamorous grown-up on screen"

Sunday, 29 November 2009

So I was asked last week by a good friend of mine if I would research an album for him, and I've got to admit, I really love it, I wouldn't have chosen to listen to it..
Weezer's new album..
Do it!

Saturday, 28 November 2009

Last Night..

"She said..." The Strokes get in my head when I ever say "Last Night"..

It was fun!! Especially getting ready!!..

Thursday, 26 November 2009

Rob has cover for tomorrow.. Wooooo!!

Wednesday, 25 November 2009


Four will become three in two weeks.
Heck. Yes!!

Tuesday, 24 November 2009

I'm obsessed with Muse's new album.
I'm excited for Friday's Winter Ball. Lets hope he can get his shift changed. Stupid rota person.
I'm tired.
Early night possibly.
Markie did a great job last night. I had also had Roberto, Toni & Kyle over for fun tims! Embarrasing stories were thrown about ;)
Although.. our personal space was invaded quite a lot yesterday evening! Gah! 8 weeks ;)

Weezer's new album's pretty sweet aswell. I downloaded it for research for a good friend of mine, and listening to it, I like it a lot.

Monday, 23 November 2009


Markie practiced on my hair today for the Winter Ball on Friday..

Ahhh I'm excited!!

Sunday, 22 November 2009


I hate paisley.. but here's my new dress for some Christmas get-together at Aspull in a couple of weeks.. With a pair of shoes that I very rarely wear!

Thursday, 19 November 2009


I'm a tad obsessed with the latest Alphabeat album.. Yea I know. But I don't care!

Mr Porky

I FINALLY HAVE A MONTHLY BUS PASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I have a slight obsession with Pork Scratching recently.. I've just eaten 3 packets.
I bought one last night, two little ones tonight, then Billy went and bought me another packet.
Ahhhhh.. Never mind, I'm walking up to Pennygate three times a day.. Burn a packet per walk..

Tuesday, 17 November 2009

I have manflu

And a bad case of it it is!
Day Nurse doesn't seem to be working, my throat is sore, I have a fat headache.
I am sat on my old bed in my old room, with my Sister's possesions, using her laptop. The white keys are covered in a "burnt orange" residue. Due to when my sister gets ready in the morning, she blows her bronzer brush.. OVER her laptop! Why would you do that? That's new to me..

I only did two trips up to Pennygate today.. I'm all sniffley.

Rob's meeting me when I finish work tomorrow and coming back to my Mother's with me for tea.
But I have to be back in Whelley before 18:00 before McColls' shuts, as when I went today, the lady who said she'd issue me a replacement pass with the last one being invalid (stupid maytree travel!) She's in tomorrow after 12:00, which is the reason I'm at my Mother's having no busfare for work tomorrow and work being 5mins across the field, I'll have to go before they shut.

Ah. Awaiting a phonecall to update Rob about February/March, then sleep time. I'm looking forard to only leaving the house at 08:55 in the morning!

Monday, 16 November 2009


I've been walking EVERYWHERE since starting this new job!!
Pennygate Medical Centre three times a day..
Walked it to work with Rob this morning.
Walked it home from work this evening.
I'm going to be as fit as a fiddle I tell you!!

Saturday, 14 November 2009

Wednesday, 11 November 2009

Broken Glass..

And now I've broken my spectacles..
Vision Express can't fix them as they've snapped, no missing hinge (which they assure me would be easily fixeable) but complete snappage..
Which means them having to order me a new frames, which'll cost me £76.. I may aswell just not get paid at all!!..
No spectacles until after Christmas!!

Tuesday, 10 November 2009


AND IT'S IN CAPITALS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I boarded the 715 bus, ran by Maytree Travel in the evenings, towards Bolton, which passes my house, as I was in desperate need of the toilet and wouldn't have been able to walk it..

Now.. There's a new lady at the shop across the road from my house and she doesn't know how to use the gas/electric/paypoint machine, which processes my SystemONE Buspass..

She accidently typed "URQ" (the start of my surname) in the "Membership number" area of the pass, instead of my 7digit number.. Now it's happened before, but I didn't mind, the bus drivers don't look at that, just the expiry date (which sometimes I forget to check).. Except tonight.. I had my bus pass confiscted!!!!!!! I've never, ever had anything confiscated before!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH The same driver annoyed me last month because it was in an "Arriva" self-adhesive wallet instead of a SystemONE walllet one..
Now I have to pay to get to work tomorrow as he's taken my photo I.D. Card too..
What a great week I'm having!!.. Walking to Pennygate Medical Centre three times a day, and having to walk home fast due to the closeness of peeing oneself, on the phone ranting to mother.

Wait till Rob hears this drama!!

Monday, 9 November 2009


Excited faces!!

Sunday, 8 November 2009

I don't know what to say.
I cannot sleep. I'm tossing and turning, and it has nothing to do with starting the new job in the morning I don't think.

I'm overwhelmed with emotions, but what emotions I'm feeling, I do not know.

I'm scared, and I don't know what for, or the reasons why. I am literally petrified.
"Live for today" people tell you as "tomorrow never comes".
It's true. I have no idea what'll happen tomorrow.

Everything that I love and cherish could be taken away from me tomorrow, next week with a click of a finger, and I'm scared.

I'm scared with excitement for 2010.

Full To The Brim

I'm in a really good place at the minute.
Very happy, full with food, coffee and I start my new job tomorrow.

I've just got back from an entertaining afternoon with Robert's family from his Mum's side. There was around 20 people including children, myself and Rob.
At one point, waiting to be seated for food, I was passed a near-newborn girl. She was beautiful. Christian (Rob's soon to be brother-in-law) looked at me and Rob with the baby and told us we "look like a great family!". Great. The family members got lots of pictures of us together.

I've had a fun day.
X Factor shortly.
Work tomorrow.
Wish me luck :)

Saturday, 7 November 2009

His hair over his ears make me laugh!!


I have a wonderful embarrassing story for you all to laugh at..
(more so than the one Toni brought up over coffee in front of Rob and Kyle in Caffè Nero yesterday..)

So yea..
I attended a 21st Birthday party yesterday evening with Rob and his friends & I wore my favourite blue heels..
After his sister and his friends all taxied into Wigan, we decided to leave and have a good cup of tea at mine. Only, I'm not so good walking long distances, in the cold, in the rain, with any form of heels on.
I went over on my ankle a couple of times.. Rob wanted to get a taxi back to mine, I insisted on walking.. It took us half an hour.. & I've badly grazed my right knee..
Badly. We were walking home and all of a sudden, I was knelt on the floor, Rob was laughing, I was laughing.. and 10minutes later and a little closer to home.. all my leg was covered in blood, Rob freaked out, I just mopped it up with my cardigan.
Oh it was funny looking back at it.
Finally when we got in, Rob made brews and I cleaned my leg up..
A fun evening for all..
When I take my dressings off, I'll post a picture ;)

Wednesday, 4 November 2009

So he totally loves his present..
I'm the best by far :)

Roberto is 21 today & I can't find any (decent) wrapping paper for his present.
I don't know whether it's what he wants.. But I think he'll appreciate it. I hope he does!

Since Sunday evening, All I've done is watch Frasier, play darts, eat, drink red wine, sleep, watch The Big Bang Theory.. Until midday yesterday. I'm turning into a slob.

I can't wait to start my new job!
I have Margaret's retirement meal this evening with the rest of the Lees' crew..
I'm excited & I can't wait to wear a dress!

And tomorrow is a big Bonfire at Robert's Nan's.. I get to meet the other members of his family.

Friday, I'm looking forward to a Caffe Nero lunch with Toni, even though Tony's transferred to the Bolton branch now forever.. Eeeeeeee.

It's all good :)

Tuesday, 3 November 2009

Sunday, 1 November 2009

My hair's long enough to curl again.. I love it, I love it!!.
And!!.. It's gone darker. Still reddish, but gingerish no more!!

I have to sit through The New York Giants match later..
I'm going to take a book.

Friday, 30 October 2009

awaiting a phonecall for the loan.. And going in today was, in a word, awkward!!.
I hope they'll give it me so I can live?!

I got paid today..

£400 is for rent.
I'm going to have to be very nice with Jemma and explain when she comes int his evening and see if her Dad'll accept half of it until the new place pay me, and if He'll accept a month and a half then.
It's either that or a loan.
I hate financial obligations.


Thursday, 29 October 2009


So I'm the best.

I'm taking Rob to see Michael Buble in May for his Christmas present, buy tickets tomorrow.. Well, My Aunty Ju does.
I'm excited to tell him when he phones me later. It'll be better than the Cliff Richard & The Shadows - reunited tour.
I had a good chat in the car coming home.
I got my side of the bed too last night!! Finally!!
Payday tomorrow, I hope it's over £700 so I can go out a bit this month and treat the people whos' birthday it is.

Also.. Rob screams like a girl when you blow raspberries on his neck.

I wear the trousers..

Oh yes I do.

Monday, 26 October 2009

I'm looking forward to the next two weeks, I'm going to be very busy, especially next week.

Tomorrow, I'm cooking for Toni & I's lunch.
Wednesday I will probably visiting Mother after her operation at Walton Hospital in Liverpool and the evening usually entails a get together with Robert.
Thursday, I do not know what is happening yet.
Friday is Margaret's last day at Lees, so I'm putting on a brave face and going in with a big bunch of flowers and a smile. Friday is also pay day and Two Twenty's superhero themed night. I'm going as the Crimson Curse.
Saturday, I may be having a Halloween get together at mine, so you'll all get some form of invitation later on in the week.

As for the week after..
Tuesday I have my first staff meeting at Trayners, I've been invited to make a guest appearance.
Wednesday is Robert's birthday and also Margaret's leaving meal. I think I know what I'm getting him for his birthday.
Thursday, We're at Robert's Nan's for a big bonfire get together for his birthday. I'm really looking forward to it.
Then that's all I know. Oh.
Sunday is a Chinese meal in Runcorn.
Mum should be back at some point next week, so amongst all these plans, I'll be up at Walton Hospital.


Then start at Trayners on the 9th.

Thursday, 22 October 2009

he's cooking this weekend.. Won't tell me what though. If I get food poisoning though, it's not his fault apparently.
Strange boy.
I find it hilarious annoying him.
I'm slightly mean, I know.
Go and hand in my job acceptance tomorrow afternoon at Trayners, and go and sort out my mother's new gadget for going into hospital.

I honestly couldn't be more happier.


I have never laughed so much in my entire life!!
Rob & I were having our usual "Geek/Nerd" banter. He whispers in my ear and calls me a Loser, does the sign on his forehead, but BACK-TO-FRONT. Hahaha. It was so funny!!
"But it looked right to me!" He turned over and wouldn't speak to me for ages.
Hahahahahaha. He's never going to live it down.
Last night/this morning was nice though. I'm a very lucky, lucky lady/girl, whatever.
I'm very happy.
Although, Lydia Chlamydia has dropped off!! No left toenail. Gahhhh. THAT was embarrassing!!

Tuesday, 20 October 2009


She phones me, I get upset. BLAHHHHHHHHHH. I've told her I don't want to go back.
"But you've settled in really well here!"
I DON'T CARREEEEE!!!!! Yea, I'll miss Mandy and the other girls like crazy, but I'd rather miss them than have her breathing down my neck every minute of the day.

Tomorrow shall be, in a word, interesting.
I'm at Trayner's at 4pm for a hopeful proposition.
I also need to get my bag together in the morning.. The first official stay over, at his Mothers' and Runcorn on the Thursday morning at some other relations'.
It's usually a fall asleep in the clothes I'm wearing job, then home in the morning to get changed. But not tomorrow. PJs, the whole thing.
I'm looking forward to it. It'll cheer me up. Lots.

I need a big hug.

Monday, 19 October 2009

It's that time again..

But I think I know which one I'm opting for..

Sunday, 18 October 2009


This weekend has got to have been the most bizarre yet.

Yesterday, I accompanied my Grandmother, her friends, my Aunt and Rob to go and watch Cliff Richard and the Shadows. Hmm.
I got excited when they sang Summer Holiday, I think I gave Rob a dead leg at this point. Grandy got chatted up on the train home, which was hilarious.. Photographic evidence will find it's way up somehow.

Before this, I cooked a meal for the boy. It turned out good, bar the potatoes. I left them boiling for too long. This is what happens when I watch The Big Bang Theory, everything else is forgotten. He seemed to enjoy it. Even The Big Bang Theory. So much so that after being major Clifftors, we came back and watched some more. I have him hooked. Haha.

My room feels strangely quiet this evening. I don't know if I like it this way. I don't think I'll be able to get to sleep as easy as last night.

Thursday, 15 October 2009

on the up side..

this weekend is something to look forward to.. Giggin' it Saturday evening, then back for vino rouge at the Knight's, more than likely to be accompanied by Frasier.

Wine, American sitcoms and the ginger bloke. Sounds like fun.

I'm off tomorrow. Today was a hard day, so I'm taking tomorrow off sick. I'm at the end of my tether with her. This is either the fourth of fifth dig at me since I went back two months ago. I've telephoned the big guy, but he's not telephoned me back yet. I've cancelled my Saturday shift, and informed those who need to know for lifts and jobs that need doing tomorrow. I'm at Traynors' in the morning. I just hope I don't have to go back. Ever.

Sunday, 11 October 2009


So I'm in a bit of a pickle..
I have two options..

OPTION ONE: Margaret's leaving meal

OPTION TWO: Rob's 21st meal

Argh!! What to do?!!

P.S.. I love Dion and The Belmonts.. But shhhh!! Don't tell Rob.

Applause Is Welcome..

Saturday, 10 October 2009


I received a lovely bunch of them today before we went to the cinema.
But I've left them at his.
He's bringing them round for me tomorrow evening.

UP! was pretty awesome.

Wednesday, 7 October 2009

I'm going watching UP this weekend!!!!!!!!

I'm SO SO SO SO excited!!!!!!

Margaret's back tomorrow. Heck. Yes..
Although, I've not had a phone call off her, so I'm going to leave at normal time..
Over & Out.



It's exactly what both Karen & Toni have posted..
October has hit suddenly, and I'm on Day Nurse..
This must mean the start of the cold seasons!!
This way, I hopefully won't be ill over Christmas. Get it blasted out with rank banana flavoured suspension (Bleurgh), because if I have the Green Night Nurse (Yes I'm singing it in the Jamacain-accent as I type), there is high chance I'll over sleep.
Oh the fun..
Tea at my folks' tonight. Hmm.

Monday, 5 October 2009


I like them.
Although, My voice echoes..
I need a new phone!

Happy day today, although I overslept, caught the bus 20mins late, was late for work and forgot that First were on strike again..
Oh well..

I'm having a nice time :)

Sunday, 4 October 2009

Last night..

was much fun. We watched Groundhog Day, Fraiser, Home Alone and Bottom. I fell asleep watching Bottom at some early hour.
It was nice. He's nice.
And I'm happy.
Really happy.

Friday, 2 October 2009


The tattoo is healing quite quickly, and very well..
Annoying as my tunic covers it.. so I tend to forget about it that way..

I'm excited for tomorrow. A good day, afternoon and evening ahead of me.

Thursday, 1 October 2009


The best day ever

Wednesday, 30 September 2009


I got my tattoo today..
It didn't hurt, but now it's stinging..
From this..

to this..


Monday, 28 September 2009


of work today!!

I am ready to hit the sack!!
However, Landmark Pharmacy don't have any form of brew-making machine. Technically..
They have a kettle, but nothing else! I had to put up with fizzy vimto at 9pm.

And.. Film, pizza and wine on Saturday. Aren't I lucky?!

Tattoo Wednesday.

Sunday, 27 September 2009

Just A Snippet To Say..

That I've been asked on a 3rd outing already..
It's only the day after the 2nd one..
It's looking goood..

Landmark 6-11pm after my 9-6 shift at Lees..
I'm going to be out of it!

Saturday, 26 September 2009

I've been getting spoiled rotten this past week..
I wasn't allowed to buy my own ice cream or fanta at the cinema this evening..
It's quite nice though..

Tattoo on Wednesday.
I don't think you'll hear from me until after then.


Monday, 21 September 2009

I really wanted to hate Florence And The Machine..

But listening to it.. I actually love it.

Saturday, 19 September 2009

I have had a great evening.

I'm excited for the illumination "drive-thru" tomorrow evening.

Wednesday, 16 September 2009

Number One

I gave blood today and was fine until I spun around to jump of the medical bed..
Nothing is ever easy for me to complete?!
But I'm better now after lots of tea, biscuits & good food..
& I feel better for doing it.

Monday, 14 September 2009

This week..

looks like it'll be a load of fun..
And interesting.
That's all I'm saying..
Keep you posted.

Next month's wage is going to be pityful! So much so it would've been pointless working this month..

& I'm going to give blood on Wednesday with Karen & Vic.. That'll be numero one off my list!

Thursday, 10 September 2009

Cartoon Music For Superheroes

Goodnight, I say to you, goodnight
Dream of all the impossible

And when you wake, you'll see
That all these dreams, aren't fake
They're real, not impossible

Believe you'll be alright
Sad things you keep inside

So go, tell me what it's like
Tell me what you like about when you dream

Monday, 7 September 2009


Alors je triche avec celui-ci

Tuesday, 1 September 2009


feels no different..
However.. I'm going to see if I can try/do 20 things before I turn 21..
We can see..
I'm trying to make a list of these 20 things.. I definately have 2 of them in the bag..

1. Give blood
2. Get a tattoo
3. Find my phone!!
4. Decorate my room
5. Visit my Grandparents, on my own
6. Write a short story
7. Get a bicycle
8. Start driving lessons
9. Pay off my laptop bill
10. Grow my nails
11. Grow my hair (sort of)
12. See The Gentlemen!!
13. Go to Thorpe Park!!
14. Do something great for New Years
15. Take Sophie & James to the zoo
16. Get a new hobby
17. Make a dress
18. Bake a large cupcake.. Bigger than my face..
19. Learn to speak French more fluently
20. "Tip" a waiter

That's all for now..
I'll be donating blood tomorrow.. That'll be one off the list!

Monday, 31 August 2009

I have no recollection of anything after everyone left (minus Kyle, Kirsty, Dan & Mark)

It was a good night, & I really want to get the pictures up.
However.. I had my phone on the couch taking pictures of us all.. Then I alledgedly disappeared for an hour to the toilet and Jemma had to shift me because people needed the toilet, and then that is whene I was sick, everywhere.
I can't find my phone, and it's going straight to voicemail.. Not ringing.
It's bugging me now!!

No more drinks for a while I think..

Sunday, 30 August 2009


is my party..
I'm looking forward to a few of the outfits!!

Saturday, 22 August 2009

The annoying sound..

I'll be tapping my fingers on a surface..
For a month!!..
Wednesday the 23rd of september..
I'm nervous..
in an excited way!!

Friday, 21 August 2009

Slippery When Wet

I do love Bolton/Smithills when it's raining yet sunny..

Thursday, 20 August 2009

Just A Quick One..

To say that the most amazing person had lost everything to him in the early hours of this morning.
He popped in to see me this morning and beckoned me over to him, I was just about to make a phone call, but I held it off..
"My Wife died this morning" and he sat down and burst into tears, blew his nose and wiped his eyes.
I was genuinely shocked and upset at the fact he was heartbroken.
I went to sort out his things and had to compose myself I was that upset.

I sent him a card this afternoon.

It's amazing how someone you've never met, can make an impact on you. I never met his wife, but dealt with her things..

She seemed an amazing person.

She would've been 78 on the 28th..

I'm going to get a price for the image, on the last post, in colour. I'm looking forward to it.

Wednesday, 19 August 2009

I want my money for this..

Not the cushion, but the pattern on it.
For my birthday please.
On my arm..

Tuesday, 18 August 2009

Open up my medicine chest..

I don't want to grow up..

I dont wanna have to shout it out
I dont want my hair to fall out
I dont wanna be filled with doubt
I dont wanna be a good boy scout
I dont wanna have to learn to count
I dont wanna have the biggest amount
I dont wanna grow up..

Monday, 17 August 2009

10 days..

I don't know how I feel lately..
I do know one thing though. I'm exhausted. It's been hard going back after a month of (technical) freedom.

Going back has proven more different than what I thought. I still enjoy it, but there's something there that's stopping me doing my absolute best. I think it's the fact I know I'm not wanted there? Maybe. Well. Just by one maybe two. I can't stand the over nice-ness, constant questionning.. But I suppose it's part of the routine, which I'm finding hard to roll back in to.


So much is happening lately.. & so fast.
It's interesting.

10days until I become "Rachael" and must grow up..



Sunday, 16 August 2009


it would be time to post a little something..

Markus let me cut AND straighten his hair this afternoon.. It was sooooooo much fun & I think it's turned out pretty okay.. He seems to think so.. Photographis evidence appears on my facebook ;)

Last night was a totally different story.. I was having Soooooo Much fun with everyone over.. and then.. We pretended that Scott had something in his hair & on his face..
Ho Ho Ho.. It was hilarious!!
And "Who's next?!!" Ahhh.. I don't think I've laughed as much as I have done last night & today..

However.. Mother should be back at home tomorrow, but she has to wait to for the A-OK :)

Sunday, 9 August 2009

Start Over..

I'm starting from scratch.. Just incase.
A clean slate. A fresh start.
Here I come.. Ready or not.