10 days..

I don't know how I feel lately..
I do know one thing though. I'm exhausted. It's been hard going back after a month of (technical) freedom.

Going back has proven more different than what I thought. I still enjoy it, but there's something there that's stopping me doing my absolute best. I think it's the fact I know I'm not wanted there? Maybe. Well. Just by one maybe two. I can't stand the over nice-ness, constant questionning.. But I suppose it's part of the routine, which I'm finding hard to roll back in to.

Blah.



So much is happening lately.. & so fast.
It's interesting.

10days until I become "Rachael" and must grow up..

Twenty..






Blah.