I don't know what to say.
I cannot sleep. I'm tossing and turning, and it has nothing to do with starting the new job in the morning I don't think.

I'm overwhelmed with emotions, but what emotions I'm feeling, I do not know.

I'm scared, and I don't know what for, or the reasons why. I am literally petrified.
"Live for today" people tell you as "tomorrow never comes".
It's true. I have no idea what'll happen tomorrow.

Everything that I love and cherish could be taken away from me tomorrow, next week with a click of a finger, and I'm scared.



I'm scared with excitement for 2010.